People need to stop sending me hateful messages on tumblr!
I dusted off my old laptop and opened up some conversations from a couple of years ago. My life has changed. The person who meant the most to me has changed. So do the places in our hearts. I wish things didn't end up like this. Everything was so real. Now it all seemed like a disasterous nightmare...a sick joke played on me to fuel a couple of tears out the ducts.
Does it feel good tearing me apart? Calling me names and making me cry? Breaking my heart into pieces? Watching me die, listening to my sobs on the phone, ignoring my texts of desperation, making me feel useless? Tell me does that make you proud? Does it make you happy? Cause if so congrats... It just comes to show I don't deserve you.
I AM CRYING RIGHT NOW.
and i am sick of being lonely
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep...
i just want to cry.